Jumped out of bed and into my car- drove slowly through fog and mist to get to the eye guy for another red light treatment. After I had done the red light thing, the fog and mist had gone. Sunshine brightening the last of the parking lot trees. There is no warmth in the odd sun at this point. Color is dropping to the floor quickly. It is a crispy, rusty walk to the car.
I stopped at the farm & feed store to get cat food and a cat nip toy tuna , this is the label- taken beside/under a tooth pick and a sewing needle - I had to include the confusion I had this morning using what I thought was the toothpick. I used the needle by accident . Sight comes in handy and when it is not there , mistakes are made! Ow.Anyway, Maybe loved the cat nip fish , for a while. She is perking up having spent the past two weeks asleep and dehydrated, hungry and unsure of what the hell is happening.
Aren't we all. I have had a severe case of stomach butterflies this close to election, and realizing that it will not matter at all. Shenanigans are in the works. The orange demented lard bag is fingering a nuke for pleasure, we have known that he would. Especially since he is slipping hard into unpopularity even among his most faithful chocolate star kissers.Here we go.
I picked the last cucumber , cleaned up after the last of the raccoons, well almost, apples and an egg for the new mother , Paul said that was OK...I hope that when I am huddled in a cave in the forest , due to trump and his love affair with destruction, they will remember me and cuddle in for warmth.
While at the feed store I was chatting with the clerk. she is getting a 12 week old kitten from her neighbor, the kitten is "free" ! So far she has spent over $400.00 getting ready for its arrival. No such thing as a free kitten. I can't tell if I am anxious about the raccoons, or the cat or the shitty dilemma of having absolute insanity nuking the world, but I will say I have not felt this sort of terror in my middle since the beginning of Covid. I want to sleep through it all, wake up once in a while, eat pumpkin bread, pee, and go back to sleep. Opium, That is what I want most right now.Maybe is feeling it!
She is redecorating the house. We do her bidding. Gigantic Cost Co kitty litter, gigantic litter box. A bit of good smelling sprinkle, Arm and Hammer. Maybe ,if she stays, she will get a condo of her own and a few trees. We will know more tomorrow.
She is sleeping on Dennis's head at the moment and he is letting her. His head is always warm- like a steam vent. Comfy on a chilly evening.Ok then, I guess I will drink warm Horlicks and go to bed because I can't stand this - whatever feeling. Being weird.
Maybe is being pretty.








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